New Start

You know when you brake up, getting back together can seem like a very hard job, and a very hard job it is.  However, I think that we must go on, and see what is out there.   I did that, on Saturday night, I dare go out with someone who prove me...

In The End, Over

I few days ago I got in a heated chat with my ex, and I realized that he will never get it.  He will never get why I left, and that only confirms me, once again, that I made the right choice by leaving.   I told him everything I had to say, and...

Peace of Mind

You know that when a relationship ends, you must find a way to have peace of mind.  I did just that, I said everything I needed to say, and be on my way.  I was so angre yesterday but then I though, I have been angry at him for a very long time, and...

Mad at Myself

Freaking facebook always finds a way to let us know things we didnt want to know.  Early this morning I found a picture of my exboyfriend with a group of people, including his ex that I am sure stoped being an ex and there he is, going out with her.  ...

To Call or Not to Call?

There are a lot of thoughts that have been troubling my mind for the past few days, and all come to the same question, to call or not to call?  This question is not about my exboyfriend, because I will never call him again.  To me he is gone, and...

Over and Done

Today I decided to put an end to the torture that was having my exboyfriend on my facebook page.  I decided it was time to let go, and I did.  I unfriended him and his family, though the family was just collateral damage, because I have nothing...

Break Up 3/3

Somehow I am glad that I am fine now.  This break up was a really sane one, and the fact that I am ok now tells me a lot of things.  For starters, it was the right choice.  I know it was the right one, because I feel nothing but good.  I feel like I...

Break Up 2/3

This is exactly why beak ups are bad, because they remind us of the good things, but mostly of the bad.  I dont think that my ex was exactly a bad man, he was only a confused, inmatured, selfish, arrogant and with a bad attitude.   You know how...

Break Up 1/3

Like I said, I will tell my story, because I wanted to be nice, and I gave him everything I could, and he just ate my heart and spited it out.  Just like that, like a bit asshole.   I first met my boyfriend a year and a half ago.  It was funny...

Break Ups

Break ups are always hard to get over, but this is one I must.  My relationship is over and I am single again.  Sometimes I feel sad, sometimes I feel mad, and sometimes I don´t even know what to feel.     What I do know, is that I will tell...

Ups & Downs

There are so many ups and downs these past few weeks, that I cant even keep up.  I feel like I need to get away by myself and just be.  I thought I was fine, and happy with the way my life is, but I feel like there is something missing.   I...

Begin

The holy week is finally over and everything can go back to its natural state.  I am finally where I wanted to be, on the "I don´t care" path.  It only took me a week but I am finally making my way to it.  I know that it is not ideal but it works for...

Choice

A friend here wrote a very powerful post, where reminds us that we have the power to choose whether we feel bad or not.  You are right my friend, we have the power, but sometimes we get lost on the way.  I know I do.  Sometimes it takes me a little...

Back Home

I am back home.  The holy week vacation time at my parents house on the beach has come to an end.  I am back home feeling relaxed and positive.  I always come back early because I like spending time at my home, and just doing nothing, and since it...

New Day

Today is a new day.  I feel better now, because there is one simple action to be taken: forget what I thought and go back to the beginning.  This is my task, my new hope.  I am going back to what I thought at the beginning of the year, when I thought...

Talk About Mad

Last night I went to bed angry, today I woke up hurt.  I hate this feeling, because it makes me seem vulnerable, and I don´t enjoy feeling like that.  I hate that I take things personally or maybe I am just being defensive.  I don´t know, but I get...

No Tomorrow

I guess I couldn´t wait until tomorrow, so here it goes.  Last week my bo and I, had a misunderstanding, and at the end it all worked out, but we decided to let ourselves know what is it that we don´t like about each other.  So, that we did, and what...

Nothing New

Nothing new for sure, everything seems the same with my relationship, and still, I am left out.  This weekend was supposed to be our weekend together, but guess again.  For today I am mad, because I can´t beleive that I am standing on the same place...

Bad Day

Have you ever had one of those days, when nothing is good, when you feel so bad, and so down that you have no idea what to do with yourself?  Well, today is that day for me.     You know, these past few months have been quite difficult whith the...

Myself

I woke up quite early this morning, well, not that I ever sleep well, but this morning was a thought that woke me up.  I was thinking how was my life a couple of years ago, and I started to feel so alone.  I know this is just a process that I have to...

Sadness

These holidays have been filled with sadness and mixed thoughts.  Somehow I feel that these past few months have been kind like a wake up call, because the fact that I don't have a real job helps me realize who my friends are and what my life is all...

To Care or Not to Care?

I can say, that I feel like I am being left out of my relation ship, again.  How many times is this going to happen? It all started last month, when there was a comic-on here in our country and we said we would go together... but what happens, he went...

Wrong...

Remember that I wrote about how I send and angry message to some woman? Well, I am starting to think that perhaps I shouldn't have.  I got sucked into something that I am not sure what is, and I got problems that I don't need.   Well, not...

Anger

Have you ever had a stranger talk bad about one of the members of you family?  I had, today, and you know, I got so mad, that I wrote this woman, I don't even know her, but I sent her some words.  I guess I wanted to let her know that she was talking...

Push

Sometimes all we need is a little push into what we want.  My push for today was that I have found out that, I may have judge somethings the wrong way.  I know that I tend to do that, but this time I went over the hill.     I was living my life...