Change

I find it interesting how things can change in only a year.  It has been a year since many things happened and I am very different person now.  Sometimes I feel like I am starting a new life, and I am totally up for it.   I don't mind losing the...

One of Those Days

Today is one of those days when you don't exactly know what to do, or how you feel.  Today I feel like nothing matters, like nothing is going well.  I have a headache and I feel like doing nothing.  Wasn't that supposed to happen yesterday? Sunday? ...

New Chapter

The best thing about new year's, is that you can start all over again.  I am happy this can be done, because 2014 really is a year that I would love to forget.  Well, I don't want to forget it all, I just want to forget the people who made it really...

Happy New Year!!

Today I wish you all a happy new year, happy to know that this year is finally over, and hoping that next year will be even better.  There is still hope for the future and hope to leave the past behind.   Sometimes the past can still hunt you,...

Thoughs

This night I had bad dreams, I hadn't have them in a while, but I fear that my mind is somewhere else.  I am feeling a bit distracted by the fact that there some places I belong and some places I don't.     These past few months I have been...

Finally

You know, when you brake up, you always keep it in thoughts, and keep questions like: What happened? why? and so on and so on...  It took me over two months to figure mine out, but finally I did.   I never knew why at the end he was such an...

So Much

My life has been a real mess for the past few months, I cant seem to get myself on schedule.  I dont mind that really, but sometimes I feel like I do a lot of things but I do nothing at the same time.  I feel that I have neglected so many things in my...

New Start

You know when you brake up, getting back together can seem like a very hard job, and a very hard job it is.  However, I think that we must go on, and see what is out there.   I did that, on Saturday night, I dare go out with someone who prove me...

In The End, Over

I few days ago I got in a heated chat with my ex, and I realized that he will never get it.  He will never get why I left, and that only confirms me, once again, that I made the right choice by leaving.   I told him everything I had to say, and...

Peace of Mind

You know that when a relationship ends, you must find a way to have peace of mind.  I did just that, I said everything I needed to say, and be on my way.  I was so angre yesterday but then I though, I have been angry at him for a very long time, and...

Mad at Myself

Freaking facebook always finds a way to let us know things we didnt want to know.  Early this morning I found a picture of my exboyfriend with a group of people, including his ex that I am sure stoped being an ex and there he is, going out with her.  ...

To Call or Not to Call?

There are a lot of thoughts that have been troubling my mind for the past few days, and all come to the same question, to call or not to call?  This question is not about my exboyfriend, because I will never call him again.  To me he is gone, and...

Over and Done

Today I decided to put an end to the torture that was having my exboyfriend on my facebook page.  I decided it was time to let go, and I did.  I unfriended him and his family, though the family was just collateral damage, because I have nothing...

Break Up 3/3

Somehow I am glad that I am fine now.  This break up was a really sane one, and the fact that I am ok now tells me a lot of things.  For starters, it was the right choice.  I know it was the right one, because I feel nothing but good.  I feel like I...

Break Up 2/3

This is exactly why beak ups are bad, because they remind us of the good things, but mostly of the bad.  I dont think that my ex was exactly a bad man, he was only a confused, inmatured, selfish, arrogant and with a bad attitude.   You know how...

Break Up 1/3

Like I said, I will tell my story, because I wanted to be nice, and I gave him everything I could, and he just ate my heart and spited it out.  Just like that, like a bit asshole.   I first met my boyfriend a year and a half ago.  It was funny...

Break Ups

Break ups are always hard to get over, but this is one I must.  My relationship is over and I am single again.  Sometimes I feel sad, sometimes I feel mad, and sometimes I don´t even know what to feel.     What I do know, is that I will tell...

Ups & Downs

There are so many ups and downs these past few weeks, that I cant even keep up.  I feel like I need to get away by myself and just be.  I thought I was fine, and happy with the way my life is, but I feel like there is something missing.   I...

Begin

The holy week is finally over and everything can go back to its natural state.  I am finally where I wanted to be, on the "I don´t care" path.  It only took me a week but I am finally making my way to it.  I know that it is not ideal but it works for...

Choice

A friend here wrote a very powerful post, where reminds us that we have the power to choose whether we feel bad or not.  You are right my friend, we have the power, but sometimes we get lost on the way.  I know I do.  Sometimes it takes me a little...

Back Home

I am back home.  The holy week vacation time at my parents house on the beach has come to an end.  I am back home feeling relaxed and positive.  I always come back early because I like spending time at my home, and just doing nothing, and since it...

New Day

Today is a new day.  I feel better now, because there is one simple action to be taken: forget what I thought and go back to the beginning.  This is my task, my new hope.  I am going back to what I thought at the beginning of the year, when I thought...

Talk About Mad

Last night I went to bed angry, today I woke up hurt.  I hate this feeling, because it makes me seem vulnerable, and I don´t enjoy feeling like that.  I hate that I take things personally or maybe I am just being defensive.  I don´t know, but I get...

No Tomorrow

I guess I couldn´t wait until tomorrow, so here it goes.  Last week my bo and I, had a misunderstanding, and at the end it all worked out, but we decided to let ourselves know what is it that we don´t like about each other.  So, that we did, and what...

Nothing New

Nothing new for sure, everything seems the same with my relationship, and still, I am left out.  This weekend was supposed to be our weekend together, but guess again.  For today I am mad, because I can´t beleive that I am standing on the same place...